Year 2020 starts as a really tough year for most investors if not all. Of course it also created lots of buying opportunity for those who are not heavily loaded with equities yet. The number of new account opening during the last 2 months shows many are rushing in to take advantage of this once in a decade buying opportunity.
Unfortunately in my case, the timing could not be worst, not because I suffered paper loss of my investment which is painful, I have also missed an opportunity to buy when there was panic selling. But all that is not important as I have a much bigger loss that is permanent - the loss of both my parent in the last 2 months (no, not due to covid 19). That is the biggest loss to me so far even though I have prepared my self for it few years back.
My only consolation is that I have spent some really memorable moment with them in the last 2 months of their life. This chapter of my life make me appreciate the wisdom of my parent, which I have not paid enough attention before theirs' departure.
Though most of us know no one is immortal, but I believe not many of us keep reminding ourselves that it may strike us anytime, till something happen that is close to our heart. Yes, the loss of my parent strikes me hard and I am still coping with it and keep reminding myself to accept the reality of life. But it's just too hard especially after spending a good 2 months taking care of them, watching them slowly becoming immobile and letting go of things as hope of getting back to normal life diminishing by the day. Eventually they felt sad to fully depend on someone to take care of their daily life. All these pictures of moment keep lingering in my mind, for those who have similar experience, I believe you know how it is felt.
But life goes on and I believe for many of us , especially after this pandemic of covid 19, we will appreciate life more than ever. Hope for better days going forward is the driving force, continue to appreciate life even though some losses are just inevitable. The same goes for investment, some loss are just inevitable, but there is always light at the end of tunnel as long as we invest well - buy good companies when they are selling cheap. Happy investing.